The past few days were quite satisfying for me, I was upset because of something, which is that I have been looking for work in a completely different field than my studies, but no one will accept someone in a job and he is studying in a completely different field, in the end I realized that it was quite difficult, so I decided to focus on my field that I study, I searched for a lot of places, but I knew that most of these places are completely the same. I will not learn anything new in it and I will not benefit from anything, but I went to a place and told myself that it may be a benefit, at the beginning I was as I am shy and less talkative, but I began to get used to the place and got to know everyone, all of them agreed on one thing, which is that my appearance indicates that I am old, all of them thought that I was a graduate maybe since two to three years ago, not the first time someone told me that my appearance does not indicate my age at all, there are a lot of graduates and there are a lot of trainees and I was one of them because I have not graduated yet, I tried to be sincere in my work and I learned a lot of things and got to know a lot of children there,  perhaps for the first time I realize the importance of studying it and the impact of this field on the lives of children with disabilities, you can change the lives of these children for the better, the employer told me that I am committed and sincere in what I do and I'm doing my part perfectly, he told me that he wants me to work with them and that I became a member of the place, last week the employer asked me to deal with some cases completely alone and I did what I could, this weekend the employer told me that I did my job fully and gave me my first salary from my education, I will keep this money forever and I will never spend it until it is a memory for me all my life, last year I was claiming that and here is my call achieved thanks to God, it is a nice feeling to realize that God hears you and knows your demand, only God knows what is in your heart even if your tongue does not move, I will never stop praying that God will bring me together with you and bless me with your closeness.