Promise

Fear managed a little bit from my heart nowadays, when I joined the university I had many goals after graduation, but I didn't look and didn't care about those goals when I saw you, I don't want a scientific status and I don't want a lot of money and I don't want anything from those materials because people like you are not compensated, so after the first year I decided to learn different things in different fields and thank God I worked in more than one field and I was able to provide a source of income for me, but during the study I used to stop working because I can't keep up between work and study, but when the vacation comes, I immediately start working and developing my skills, in fact I don't need that money, I swear to God, I was learning and working for one reason, which is when I graduate from university, I can talk to your family , then if one of your family members asks me if I have a source of income or not, my answer is yes, I have a source of income, it is not easy for me to tell you that for the past years I was afraid and fear dwells in my heart because I thought that it was not your consent I thought it was the will of your family Maybe you will be forced to do something you do not want but thank God that it is related to your consent , I will not stand in my place and let anxiety eat my mind , I will not stop praying in every prayer and I hope that you also do not stop praying and I will do my best, I will try this year to take care of the work more than studying so that I have a steady job because I'm not sure if I would get a job in the field I study at university, the oldest person I have in my family is my older uncle is actually not my uncle but my best friend, I told him one day that I love someone and I don't think about anything in the future other than being with each other. at first he told me that it was just fake attachment but after I told him all the things you did for me, he told me that you are a real irreplaceable person and I will never find someone like you , I will lie to you if i say that I will find someone like you, I will never find someone who looks at me and smiles and I am at my worst and I remember everything you did for me, and I remember every time you smiled at me, I remember the day you saw me in the library when we were in the first year and you kept looking at me, I remember everything I trust you completely and you should trust me Also, if you don't trust me, if I see you any day, I'll stand with you and tell you these words face to face that is a promise,I can't imagine my life without you. I asked your friend to tell you that I care about you, but your freind doesn't have the courage to do that , so if I see you, I'll tell you face to face, maybe you want to know if I care or not, I swear to you that I care about you and there is no one except you in my heart and I do not wish to be with anyone but only you. I have spoken to my family and we reach a deal , I will tell you everything face to face to make sure that I'm serious and to know your opinion and your family opinion, I won't do anything you don't want, my family know that I can take responsibility because I have been working since I was a child and I have taken on many responsibilities all my life , these words I told you to make you reassured, not to blame you.