A wish

I never imagined that one of my wishes was for God  to bring me together with a certain person, I wish my life to be calm and happy in the future and I wish to be with that person, I know that you get upset a lot because I am taciturn, I really am because sometimes I feel that I'm heavy on you, and I don't like to feel like that, but you always stay in my mind, I still remember the last time I saw your smile, it was the look of a beautiful willow tree Cheerful as usual, then I forgot everything and then I only thought about that charming smile that I saw, and the proof that I always remember you, a few days ago I was preparing food and beans were among the food, I noticed something and smiled a big smile and it is that all the letters of your name are in that word, maybe if someone wants to bother you it can be done by calling you beans.